while today, all of a sudden I feel like I forgave everyone who's ever hurt me. Like I started to believe in people again. And it feels amazing!
All the tears and pain faded away, just like that..
I hope it's not just something temporary, I really pray, pray so hard, that it is for good..
It's been cumulating for the past days, it's like the puzzle pieces finally start resembling the image I've been trying to build. They may be few missing, but I know I will find them and arrange in the right way, in my own time.
It feels great!
I can't even express it.. Too many things are running trough my head! The positive is winning over the negative! So easily now..
The only thing I'm scared of, is that this feeling may run away sooner or later, but I don't want it to.. I will do my hardest not to let go, because why to choose pain over love and joy?
And I see now, how caring for people pays off, sometimes after a long time, but it does! And that is what matters. We just need to be patient and try. Give our best.Open our hearts.Because even when it comes later, we will feel how worth the wait was, and that will be the only thing that matters at the end.
And if there are people out there hating me right now, or even troughout the years, all I can say is I am sorry, I never meant to do anything wrong to you. I just pray that you will forgive me, and I asure you, you will feel much better :) just give it a try..
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