two.

London and Warsaw's tickets purchased!! :)))

Haven't felt so excited and nervous at the same time for a  looong time!
My head now is just filled with ideas, plans and things to do!
I am just so scared that there will be not enough time..

main list (21 days):

see all my close friends (the number is a way bigger than the number of days, ooops)
see all the babies that were born while I was away :)
visit my auntie who lives in a different city
put flowers and light a candle on my late Grandpa's grave..
attend every (that is 3, lol) Sunday Mass
attend the Filipino monthly Mass
visit my favorite clubs at least twice a week
go around Warsaw to reminisce the ol' good times :)
go to the bowling alley to see my buddies
get online from time to time lol
spend as much time possible with Baby Ceska!!
throw a bday party (I think I have to join it with the welcoming party)
throw a farewell party (every occasion is good to celebrate!)
visit my friend's Sushi restaurant (or even 3 actually)
do something spontaneous and crazy!

and many many more.

Warsaw list seems so much easier than the London list (3 days):

see my friend no 1.
see my friend no 2.
see my friend no 3.
see my little Princess Reya and her Baby Brother that I have yet to see for the very first time
see my Aunties
spend as much time possible with Ewelina and her fam
am I forgetting something?
oh, I wish I went to FM.

The painful thing? Bruno Mars will be performing with Travy McCoy on October 25th in London - I'm gonna miss it!
Then the following days he will be in Germany! I will be just few miles away. Life is so unfair!
lol
okay, I am thankful for having the chance to go back. I promise, I won't complain (except for the lack of time)

I know, I consider myself lucky! Every thing fell to the right place!
Going back was a hopeless dream, as I just paid my school fees, and I am still paying down my Joyride. My Mom got her ticket to KL for December. Money for my ticket was nowhere to be found.

But since I never give up, I checked the tickets to find a great promotion!! It's almost half price! Didn't think long, especially after the past months of my miserable life and particular situations on the same day I decided to buy the ticket :)

I believe I deserve a break!
Every holiday, every break, all my classmates and friends kept going back, asking me whether I am going back as well. It was so overwhelming sitting two weeks (once in a while during the whole year) etc just at home, alone, doing homeworks and cleaning the house, while every body else was spending time with their families, their friends, being back home and so on.
I missed my Grandpa's funeral, which wasn't easy to deal with, I missed my own Brother's wedding, I am about to miss my only cousin in Poland's wedding (an the opportunity to see all my relatives I haven't seen for many years!)
With all the stress I've been going trough it was just too much at some points.
I prayed so hard, and here I am, with tickets in my mail :)

Making my besties cry over the fact that I am finally coming back :)
I know I'm so blessed!

only not looking forward to the long-butt flight! sigh

have a great weekend! I'm back to my assignments, oh joy!