I started this blog over a decade ago.. Hard to believe how the time flies, how many things has changed.. And yet I'm back here :)
Hope I can find the time to write something once in a while...
The theme I am most attacheted to is motherhood, I guess.. This has taken over my life for the past two years.
I will give it a try :)
Monday, July 6, 2020
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
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It's tiring how I tend to over-think things. I can't seem to understand them or I can't find one point of view. There are always two! Good and bad.
I know, no one in this world will ever understand what is an ideal and perfect way of life, but I find myself racing toward knowing!
I feel the urge of discovering. It's almost as it's the point of my life, to see this world in a totally different way than others. I just don't know - what for?!
No one seems to care nowadays, everyone worries about themselves. I still can't, because my life wouldn't be complete without some people.
And if seeing/feeling the affection from others, wouldn't that be wonderful knowing you made someone feel special as well?
I guess I will never fully understand, that's why I believe everything belongs to God.
I just wish and pray for better world. For better people.
I know, no one in this world will ever understand what is an ideal and perfect way of life, but I find myself racing toward knowing!
I feel the urge of discovering. It's almost as it's the point of my life, to see this world in a totally different way than others. I just don't know - what for?!
No one seems to care nowadays, everyone worries about themselves. I still can't, because my life wouldn't be complete without some people.
And if seeing/feeling the affection from others, wouldn't that be wonderful knowing you made someone feel special as well?
I guess I will never fully understand, that's why I believe everything belongs to God.
I just wish and pray for better world. For better people.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
I.miss.you
You know that feeling of missing somebody so much that tears are just spilling out, you get the weird stomach feeling and you just want to scream your lungs out. Well, that's at least what I am feeling.
I promised myself I wouldn't get attached to anyone like I know I could, but boom. Here I am trying not to think of that one person for at least few minutes. Trying to keep my emotions low, trying to be more realistic and trying to calm my heart down from all that beating.
I promised myself not to ever get into a long-distance-relationship again, but bam. Here I am, at least 10,000km away from the person that makes me the happiest girl alive. Trying to be patient, trying to make the time fly faster, trying to plan a whole year ahead - which is useless, as we know it's hard to tell what tomorrow brings.
I promised myself to keep 'distance' to the whole situation, but there I go, thinking about the future, thinking of throwing everything I have for that one person, turning my own world upside down. Staring at our pictures, re-watching videos just to hear his voice, re-reading messages etc. It's just craziness!
And it's funny how all those wonderful feelings are so overwhelming, they actually make me feel sick.
Nothing in the world I'd want for this moment than just be able to hug him, look into his eyes and tell him how much he means to me.
UGH!!!!!!
I promised myself I wouldn't get attached to anyone like I know I could, but boom. Here I am trying not to think of that one person for at least few minutes. Trying to keep my emotions low, trying to be more realistic and trying to calm my heart down from all that beating.
I promised myself not to ever get into a long-distance-relationship again, but bam. Here I am, at least 10,000km away from the person that makes me the happiest girl alive. Trying to be patient, trying to make the time fly faster, trying to plan a whole year ahead - which is useless, as we know it's hard to tell what tomorrow brings.
I promised myself to keep 'distance' to the whole situation, but there I go, thinking about the future, thinking of throwing everything I have for that one person, turning my own world upside down. Staring at our pictures, re-watching videos just to hear his voice, re-reading messages etc. It's just craziness!
And it's funny how all those wonderful feelings are so overwhelming, they actually make me feel sick.
Nothing in the world I'd want for this moment than just be able to hug him, look into his eyes and tell him how much he means to me.
UGH!!!!!!
Thursday, December 30, 2010
bye 2010
Somehow, I don't feel the need of coming back here for now, cuz all I can think about, talk about and write about is love :) that's all that fills my life and heart.
but shortly, 2010 was an important year, I've experienced many new things and my life has changed a lot. Comparing to 2009 which was dramatic, this one was more peaceful which I'm grateful it turned out that way and not other.
Definitely, the end of 2010 was the most surprising part, which just makes me very excited about the coming new one :)
Yes, I'm in love and I have plenty of plans! or actually, we do have plenty of plans! Praying God will continue enlighten my way, praying I will make the right and wise decisions and praying for the Love and Health for all my Love one's!
Life is just great! <3
but shortly, 2010 was an important year, I've experienced many new things and my life has changed a lot. Comparing to 2009 which was dramatic, this one was more peaceful which I'm grateful it turned out that way and not other.
Definitely, the end of 2010 was the most surprising part, which just makes me very excited about the coming new one :)
Yes, I'm in love and I have plenty of plans! or actually, we do have plenty of plans! Praying God will continue enlighten my way, praying I will make the right and wise decisions and praying for the Love and Health for all my Love one's!
Life is just great! <3
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