Monday, January 24, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
I.miss.you
You know that feeling of missing somebody so much that tears are just spilling out, you get the weird stomach feeling and you just want to scream your lungs out. Well, that's at least what I am feeling.
I promised myself I wouldn't get attached to anyone like I know I could, but boom. Here I am trying not to think of that one person for at least few minutes. Trying to keep my emotions low, trying to be more realistic and trying to calm my heart down from all that beating.
I promised myself not to ever get into a long-distance-relationship again, but bam. Here I am, at least 10,000km away from the person that makes me the happiest girl alive. Trying to be patient, trying to make the time fly faster, trying to plan a whole year ahead - which is useless, as we know it's hard to tell what tomorrow brings.
I promised myself to keep 'distance' to the whole situation, but there I go, thinking about the future, thinking of throwing everything I have for that one person, turning my own world upside down. Staring at our pictures, re-watching videos just to hear his voice, re-reading messages etc. It's just craziness!
And it's funny how all those wonderful feelings are so overwhelming, they actually make me feel sick.
Nothing in the world I'd want for this moment than just be able to hug him, look into his eyes and tell him how much he means to me.
UGH!!!!!!
I promised myself I wouldn't get attached to anyone like I know I could, but boom. Here I am trying not to think of that one person for at least few minutes. Trying to keep my emotions low, trying to be more realistic and trying to calm my heart down from all that beating.
I promised myself not to ever get into a long-distance-relationship again, but bam. Here I am, at least 10,000km away from the person that makes me the happiest girl alive. Trying to be patient, trying to make the time fly faster, trying to plan a whole year ahead - which is useless, as we know it's hard to tell what tomorrow brings.
I promised myself to keep 'distance' to the whole situation, but there I go, thinking about the future, thinking of throwing everything I have for that one person, turning my own world upside down. Staring at our pictures, re-watching videos just to hear his voice, re-reading messages etc. It's just craziness!
And it's funny how all those wonderful feelings are so overwhelming, they actually make me feel sick.
Nothing in the world I'd want for this moment than just be able to hug him, look into his eyes and tell him how much he means to me.
UGH!!!!!!
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